headrush!!!
But he has been so sickly even before. Then, so i saw him on the floor. dried and dark. well. ok and so, i stucked him inside a book. [like some flower petals] hehe.. no no... that's just too eeky.but i almost thought i'd actually do that, hey! and so we got another one. the feeling of a "replacement" simply isnt the same, if u know what i mean. 
Im glad that the owner of the stocks supported me. i will surely credit her! 
. Apart from all that, you also need to take a picture of yourself in the mirror, looking away from the camera, and sad (but you should always look sad in the first place, you stupid hippy) And post it on a Myspace account, with a header such as "Welcome to the nothingness of my life". After that, several of the more high-strung Emos (although they are far and few between) will say "w00t, that pic rulez!" GO GET A HAIRCUT.*Offset by a melody of one-string guitar solos that are barely audible*
( ( ( (( ( F O R Z A ) )) ) ) )
My BeBe
My Alter Ego
SCROLL DOWN 7's
Seven things that scare you:
1. Boredom
2. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
3. Cockroaches
4. Bills
5. Paranoia
6. Lost/death of loved ones
7. Being Useless
Seven things you like most:
1. Sunset/ Sea shore
2. Strawberries *and everything with it*
3. Music
4. Poetry
5. Laughing
6. Decaf brewed coffee and cigarette and a good book
7. Photos/ Paintings/ Arts
Seven important things in your bedroom:
1. 4 Big/Soft pillows
2. eyepads
3. Stuff toys
4. Lampshade
5. Glow in the Dark Stars
6. A/C
7. Music
Seven random facts about you:
1. in 48hours i only slept for 8hrs
2. i need to pee -- NOW!
3. i just had 3 cups of black coffee
4. I miss Spectral-Hades
5. I need a LIFE.
6. I wanna slit my wrist and get sympathy from my friends out of a depression,
but im not an 18y/o girl.
7. I really need to PEE...excuse me....
Seven things you plan to do before you die:
1. Spend my lifetime with Secret Sphere
2. Travel the world and learn World History
3. Put up [a monkey] bussiness...(well own a Zoo, maybe? park and zoo.actually!)
4. Quit Smoking...
5. Have a baby boy named Finn/ Finnegan
6. Pet a siamese cat and a siberian husky.
7. Have a rest house by the lake, or in the mountains.
Seven things you can do:
1. Roll on floor Laughing
2. Dance
3. Talk in my sleep
4. Cook/ Bake and EAT --really well --
5. Love
6. Act like a kid
7. Sleep the whole day/ Stay awake for 2 days
Seven things you can't do:
1. Can't stop talkin
2. [but] cant be everybody's bestfriend.
3. Whistle
4. Cant stay home on weekends
5. Cant sleep @ 10pm
6. Cant stay angry for 15minutes
7. cant be disturbed when sleeping
Seven things that attract you to opposite sex:
1. Wicked eyes
2. Nice smile
3. rugged/funky style
4. Clean fingernails
5. passionate/thoughtful/ loving
6. Humor
7. Mmmm....cool and fresh and clean scent
Seven things you say the most:
1. Puta/Pota/ Fota/ Futa (surprised)
2. OIST! [ oi...hoy...hey] (smile mood)
3. Yesness! (happy)
4. In fairness...
5. PUNYETA (mad)
6. Ajajajajaja...
7. yeah, yeah (sarcastic)
Seven celebrity crushes:
1. Ethan Hawke
2. Ralph Fiennes
3. Elijah Wood
4. Jude Law
5. Kurt Cobain
6. Fernando Alonso (Renault)
7. Maksim Mrvica
Seven people you want to see to take this:
1. Spectral Hades
2. Lizette
3. Kit
4. My Watchers [Come on!!!]
5. Those interested [Feel free please]
6. Pia, Paula, Paulene, Gelca, Royse, Rozet ( my nieces) -- they'd love this stuff!
7. Imelda Marcos
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Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the fullmoon to the naked eye. This will culminate on Aug 27 when Mars comes to within 34.65M miles of earth. Be sure to watch the sky on August 27, 2005, 12:30AM. It will look like like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars Mayars may come this close is in year 2287. Share this within your loves ones & friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again...
like u wont know this....
*** so wuzzup peepz? been a while huh? i've been snobby too.been too busy over the last few weekends with da-beehive people. check out some photos on ishq for some bits of it. as much as i wanted to manipulate.im loaded with full force crap at the moment.it rots my brain. dang! too much to do, so little time. and then, really...im busy dragging my heart around.so enough with this drama. scram!!! ***
It's Too Late
Dead Poets Society
So tell me baby
that I'm the only one.
Say the Lie
Its just about as bright as...
as that setting sun
Tell me really
is there a better way?
I fear there's nothing left for you or I to do or say and..
That's right I'm uptight
You know my kind
what can I say to blow us away?
again and again and again now...
That's right a little insight could open my mind
tell me what to do now that we're through-
It's too late
and now I think I want you back
It's too late
I know that I'll never get you back
It's too Late
but now I know that what they say is true
Its true...
I know I'll never be the one for you...
And when we're walking
can you replace the fear
that lies deep in my mind
when I want you and need you all of this time?
Tell me this much, am I making myself clear?
I know I am little bit slow I'm not half as slow as you are and I know..
That's right I'm uptight
You know my kind
what can I say and blow us away?
again and again and again now...
That's right maybe a little insight could blow my mind
tell me what to do now that we're through-
It's too late
and now I know I want you back
It's too late
I know that I'll never get you back
It's too Late
but now I know that what they say is true
Its true...
I know I'll never be the one for you...
But I always thought maybe you would know better
But now I realize your really not that clever...
It's too Late
yeah
It's too Late
It's too Late
yeah
Its too Late
Its too Late
Oh It's too Late...
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"Can any lock keep love confined within,
When the loving heart's tiny tears escape and confess it?
The unloving belong only to themselves,
But the loving belong to others to their very bones.
~HINDU Wisdom~
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• TO • Spectral-Hades
My Soul is Dark
My soul is dark - Oh! quickly string
The harp I yet can brook to hear;
And let thy gentle fingers fling
Its melting murmurs o'er mine ear.
If in this heart a hope be dear,
That sound shall charm it forth again:
If in these eyes there lurk a tear,
'Twill flow, and cease to burn my brain.
But bid the strain be wild and deep,
Nor let thy notes of joy be first:
I tell thee, minstrel, I must weep,
Or else this heavy heart will burst;
For it hath been by sorrow nursed,
And ached in sleepless silence, long;
And now 'tis doomed to know the worst,
And break at once - or yield to song.
Lord Byron
QUOTE YOU! -Many a good egg ends up getting beaten.
-What, me worry?
-Understatement is a zillion times more effective than exaggeration.
-As long as we have each other, we'll never run out of problems.
-As we know, there are known knowns; there are things we know we know. We also know there are known unknowns; that is to say we know there are some things we do not know. But there are also unknown unknowns: the ones we don't know we don't know.
-There ought to be limits to freedom.
-Always remember that you are unique. Just like everybody else.
-It takes 43 muscles to frown, and 17 to smile, but it doesn't take any to just sit there with a dumb look on your face.
-Sex is not the answer, sex is the question. Yes is the answer.
-Fuck a duck and try to fly
-A lie told often enough becomes the truth.
-What do you call people who are afraid of Santa Claus? Claustrophobic.
-If I'm not back in five minutes...just wait longer!
-When a tree falls in the woods, and it hits a mime, does anyone care?
-Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships.
-Everything is funny as long as it is happening to somebody else.
-It seemed the world was divided into good and bad people. The good ones slept better ... while the bad ones seemed to enjoy the waking hours much more.
-Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives.
-Life sucks, just suck harder
-Life's a bitch, fuck it in the ass
-Life is a bitch and then you die...
-Life's a bitch and so are you!
-Most errors occur between the chair and the keyboard
FAVE QUOTES "But one day i realized that it was sort of empty if you werent with someone you wanted to spend some time with" -- Hob Gadling
"Observe the wonders as they occur around you. Don't claim them. Feel the artistry moving through and be silent." -Rumi
"The more I think about it, the more I realize there is nothing more artistic than to love others" -Vincent Van Gogh
KEWL LINKS [for me it is.Scram!!!] PROUD TO BE PINOY... PHILIPPINE SCENERIES www.photos.ph/vcuares/philippi…
'Cant get over Il Postino /Pablo Neruda Poetry
emotional! wanna snoop? sayberklas.tripod.com/tonight.…
NEIL GAIMAN Fans! neilgaiman.com/journal/
Random Emotion Exchange Collab
www.deviantart.com/deviation/1…
Does Lucifer & Lilith's love for each other no more than good than any of us?
www.deviantart.com/view/144692…
SKA/REGGAE FANS CHECK OUT MY GOOD FRIEND,
JOHN AND HIS BAND -- BPM!!!
www.bpmband.com/bpm_flash.htm&…;
listen for SAMPLERS:
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*** MEMBER OF *** 
MY KING of , MY BEBE, AMORE MIO 
TUTTO IL MIO AMORE PER CARLO!!! Spectral-Hades
I LIVE FOR YOU! SEI TU LA MIA META. Ti amo fino alla morte!
aspettare di rivederti è sempre una sottile e dolcissima tortura...
non potrei mai più trovare un ragazzo come te.ti voglio qui con me.il mio cuore ti appartiene
Ti penso sempre.Mi manchi. Il mio tesoro,tu sei una stella
... la mia stella 
PS: funny it may seem, but i still love you bebe....
It's good to see you again,
After a time of such aimless wandering,
A lightning cast in a bottomless pit.
I missed you.
It's good to see you again,
Glowing ghost between the dimensions,
A flame bolt cast over the dead ash of hope.
I love you.
It's good to see you again,
Out of a bowel devoid of all action,
A whirling blade cast to release the seduction.
I'll live in you.
"SHUT YOUR EYES AND SEE." 
-James Joyce, ulysses
LOVE ETERNAL
EPITOME OF POSH
WEAVERS OF WORD
GOOD FRIEND, GOOD GUY
PNOI FRIENDS
THANKS ALWAYS TO ALL OF YOU AND TO MY WATCHERS !!!!
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